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under a Bush. Nobody giveS A DDAMn.

if this war is for FREEDOM why is anyone exercising that right wrong? I saw a clever editorial cartoon recently. something about being stuck in the middle, but with slogans like "You're either with us or against us" how can there ever be a middle ground? I would simply like to express a simple physics lesson now, dont worry I'll leave out the advanced equations and fractal geometry, simple...we're talking Isaac Newton here..."Every action has an equal and opposite reaction". Now this may be seen as karma or whatever, and it certainly applies as quirky as only quantum physics can be, but I would think this fact alone would be a reason to think hard before applying enormous pressure to an area already suffering from stress fractures. I am through speaking out about how wrong everything is. If it is not evident then nothing I would ever say could change that, and many a "pro war" person has made my point all the more eloquent without ever having to cast an inflection of emphasis from weary vocal chords. I think the world will need healers soon. I dunno, maybe I'm just getting idealistic. maybe this is all just part of a greater plan. something Darwinian nd reverse evolutionary about this whole event. Survival of the fittest may be a strong argument for cockroach superiority. It would have been nice to see another century of human development though. *hugs* to anyone who stopped by and read..hell.. hugs to EVERYBODY.. I think it would be a good thing.

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I ever have a gallery showing in this town, I will call it "not quite ready for Cornish".. or "Not good enough for Cornish". Because my transcripts did not indicate much in the way of "formal art education".........wha? Okay I'll be the first to admit my educational goals have changed over time.. the only reason I ever pursued a Chemical Engineering degree in the first place was to make someone else happy ( bad move, never do that unless you share the dream, or you will live with much regret.)..didn't the GPA count for anything, I commit myself to any course of study, and the fact that I had not only samples of painting, drawing, digital art and sculpture did not seem to count as "formal art" because I taught myself. Does this mean we should not aspire to be autodidactic? The only true education comes from an accredited university with no less than a $30,000 a year tuition?*tumble weed rolls by* okay.. I'm talking to myself.. sorry for having been gone for so long. I will be posting some of my portfolio pieces, in case anyone wanted to see them, and I will be online semi regularly now, but I did mean what I said. Despite the rejection, I will continue to paint and create, because.. I have to. I am not content to be a Joe Corporate, even tho it seems I keep getting sucked back into latte heaven....be back up in a bit my friends.. thank you for stopping by and being so darned patient. *Big Fat HUG* you all rock my socks!!

it's been very busy and I apologise profusely to anyone who has made comment, or has dropped by with nothing but some stupid comments about clayboards. I hope it will lighten up a little after I show my portfolio (wish me luck). I will either be going or not going and I guess either way I've commited myself to creating and designing art, that's the only way I will ever be satisfied with my life. Even as busy as it has been tho I took time to march for peace yesterday, because it is not american troops I oppose but the kind of stupidity that would put those brave individuals in harms way, that would threaten not just Iraq and the US but the whole world with ill conceived and childish posturing. honestly, what is the point? really. security is a myth, your human rights are not solvent and foreign policy isnt. time to look at a bigger picture and take that knife away from our collective throat. unless of course it's extinction that's the real impetus. *climbs off soapbox*.. I will not rankle further with the good people here. I know sensibility speaks much in this community but we do need to communicate to the world that this is not the legacy for humans to leave, at least the dinosaurs left oil...in fact I blame every one of those little bastards for dying where they did. Hope to be online soon!! in the meantime please forgive me.